Thursday, December 31, 2009
It's On
This is only a photo, but do know that tonight is the night of nights. I planned on being uberly wasted, but not to the point that I am throwing up. Menu includes:
Trash Can Punch, Margarita's, Vodka, Brandy, Rum, and some Mixers to get the night rolling. Also, there is going to be some Sutter Home Moscato, and some Andre Spumante to toast in the New Year. I can't wait....
Smooches
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
BP3
I jams:
Thank You
Real As It Gets
On To The Next One
A Star is Born
Already Home
***AND***
MY ANTHEM
So Ambitious
This will work...lol
A Long Time Coming....
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Blue Print 1,2, and 3
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
What A Day???
This morning I woke up feeling like shit just my luck I'm sick! I either caught the bug from my linesister (13) or T-Ro... Either way I'm thinking damn! So as the day progresses my body aches and my head hurts and I'm feeling sluggish. A few moments ago I decided that I would wash and clean my bathroom just to move around and get unlazy.... How bout BAD IDEA... I damn near passed out tryna clean my toilet man this is not a good look at all and then ontop of that i'm tryna wash and my white clothes gone miss this round cuz I have no bleach.... WTF?!?! Man I am loosing this hand... Now the room mates are back with all they noise. Why?!?! Somebody help!
Now I'm tunning into iCarly on Nick....
Friday, September 25, 2009
Air Jordan Spizike Boot Black/Yellow
Unconditional
H.U.S.B.A.N.D.
Me and a good friend of mine name Taluan Henderson came up with this acronym today. I have been using this word a lot lately when it comes to males and I don't mean the word in marriage mode so i decided that I would clarify just what it means and meant to me. There are a lot of people in my life and some of them actually make the cut of being adored by me. There are just some guys who come through in the clutch, some I adore as my eye candy, and the others are the best friends a girl could have. Now I know you notice that I didn't mention love nor fall in love with, but its simply because I don't use that word often and when I do use it I mean it. There is only one person to this day that I have ever been in love with and of course I love all the guys who matter to me the most...
When it comes to this acronym I use these words because I feel like to know me is to love me and to know me you must understand me POINT BLANK. Never Ending Dedication is in link with the friendships I have acquired over time and with certain individuals. Now the Someone is self explanatory and if the reader doesn't get that then they don't get life...lol
I could go on for days about this acronym and words of choice but there is no need to be repetitive and cause boredom. So as a parting....
Live Learn Grow...
Stronger Than Love
This is my official last semester at PV and I am very thankful for it but at the same time I step back and question whether or not it's really gone happen simply because I'm taking the hardest classes in my college career at this point. I know that in the end I will come out the victorious one, but as of right now I have to use that as a way to keep me focused and pumped.
My personal life has it ups and downs and as always I am digging someone new every 5 secs which is good cuz sitting around thinking bout that one person isn't gone do me a bit of good especially when they not thinking bout you!
I feel like I have evolved as a person but I'm still that kick ass bitch so don't fuck with me...lol
I love being me I wouldn't have it any other way....
This is all for now when I get to work I will add more topics to my site and try and keep this thang more updated.
Love Peace and Hair Grease
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Savvy
***Brief***
The other day I was on global14.com looking at a video Fabolous and Jay-Z did together and that's were the quote comes from.
***Line and Hook***
It makes me wish I never saw or had to look at some people. At times I wonder what people M.O. 's are and what is their actual purpose in my life. I think that I get too attached to some ppl esp the "seasonal" ones. The second I think to care for them is the moment I see their true colors and sometimes that is not the best look at all these days.
***THE BOOK***
I have started to read Steve Harvey's book and I realized that a lot of what he is saying is so true. And some of that stuff I already knew, and was just in denial and questioning if it was true or not. I realized in a "certain" situation I was the fish sport and not the keeper. When I realized this I was ok with it, but it took a darn year and a half for me to realize this. However, I am still silly because they are a keeper in my book. I like how dudes know from day one what a girl/women will be to them whereas women always try to wing it out and give it a chance and i def have given a chence for too long. I am def starting to think like a man and always acting like a lady...lol
***IT'S BEEN REAL***
Anthony Slaughter=LAME!!!
I need a dude that I can just fall into a relationship with. We can call this playing it safe,but I think this is the best thing for me and the only way I will be ok with dating someone and talking to them. Someone that is my friend first and then ends up being my dude, this way I already know what he is like and how he is as a person. I tried to see myself dating folks and talking to folks, but when it comes down to the actual meat and potatoes there is just no gravy there and then everything is dry... Ya Digg??? I just want to be able to be myself and comfortable and at this point I haven't met a sole who makes me feel this way. Maybe it's me, but I rather be alone then deal with what I had to in that text today. When it's all said and done I want someone who respects me and cares
***Plain and Simple***
Sunday, August 2, 2009
***DAYS*** I'm Done
***THE END***
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Voss
Voss water is bottled and marketed by Voss of Norway ASA, a Norwegian Limited Company, head quartered in Oslo, Norway. Key management include Head of Global Sales Ole Christian Sandberg, VP Operations Stian Kjellemyr Eilertsen, CFO Jan Eystein Sæbø, VP International Sales Siri Titlestad.
Voss is marketed globally but with a focus on the United States.
I usually get mine in the original packing (glass bottle) from a Liquor store called Spec's in Cypress Texas, but when I am home in Fort Worth I buy the plastic bottle version from 7 Eleven or Target. If you thought Fiji was the lick, You best thank again!
The Break Up
- I'm Out
Friday, July 17, 2009
Kris Van Assche Spring/Summer 2010 Footwear
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Best I Ever Had
http://www.vladtv.com/video/9389/star--buc-wild-open-letter-to-drake
Nike Spring 2010 Air Hoop Structure Black/Red
Officially Dating
-Game Time
Loving Him
Loving him is hard when you can’t talk to him and he won’t talk to you
Loving him is hard when he doesn’t care to know that you feel this deep for him
Loving him is hard when all you can do is think about him
Loving him is hard when he consumes every thought in your mind
Loving him is hard when the future you plan and see includes him and him ONLY
So…
When does loving him become EASY…
Time after time I wish I could answer that question and the only thing I have come up with is:
1. Moving on without thinking twice about it
2. Let him know and hope that it’s a response being able to live through
3. If the love is return then that’s the best yet
I know better than to live by the third choice simply because I have been hurt for some time and I feel like if I ever told him he would ignore me and I know I would have to tell him in some kind of text form and not verbal. I just want the closure needed to be able to do option number one. Number one is my ultimate goal, being together is too fairytale like and I don’t feel like he could bring me my fairytale when he is too busy acting in a fairytale to a life that may not be his. I just feel like we were never on the same page and that’s why my feelings are deeper than his will ever be. I also think there was a lack of communication between us, but I can truly say I never asked for a relationship nor explanation of what we were to each other and maybe that’s where I dropped the ball at, but it’s done now… RIGHT CC???? We a done deal?
*sidenote*
I just want to see you
-Sighs
The Damn Heat
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Retraction
Try These On For Size
Vans Summer 2009 “Quilted” Slip-On
Monday, July 13, 2009
CTS CONS
A Perfect Verse Over A Tight Beat
Give It A Thought
Inbox
-The Journey
Sunday, July 12, 2009
My Kolor
You are blue! You are a deep, sensitive dreamer. You are usually laid back and calm, though, like an ocean, you can kick up a good storm, too! You are probably a daydreamer, who has his/her head in the clouds. You love spending time with your friends, and probably just go with whatever they want to do (you're a go with the flow type of person, just like water!). You are emotionally inclined - unlike reds, who feel passionately and intensely, you feel things deeply and strongly. You are extremely loyal, and your friends can always count on you to be there for them. Blues are almost always very intelligent, and they strive for perfection in many areas. You may tend to beat yourself up for your imperfections. Other people admire you and strive to be like you, but you probably have a hard time understanding why. You can be light and fun at times, and other times deep and introverted. It just depends on your mood. Sometimes you throw people off with your random changes in disposition, but your friends love you anyways. You can be a very wise, intellectual person, but you have to pull yourself up out of your own thoughts first! You, in a nutshell: Deep, emotional, wise, loyal, slightly moody, feeling, sensitive, supportive, intelligent. BLUE!
And I don't even like this kolor
Fabolous- Loso's Way
2. “Imma Do It” (DJ Khalil)
3. “My Time” featuring Jeremih (The Runners)
4. “Please Don’t Go” featuring Marsha Ambrosius (Syience)
5. “Lullaby” (The Alchemist)
6. “When the Money Goes” featuring Jay-Z (Jermaine Dupri)
7. “Throw It in the Bag” featuring The-Dream (Tricky Stewart)
8. “General” featuring Lil Wayne (Miguel)
9. “Pachanga” (Sid V)
10. “Last Time” featuring Trey Songz (Jermaine Dupri)
11. “I’m Back” (J.U.S.T.I.C.E. League)
12. “All My Ladies” featuring Keri Hilson (Ryan Leslie)
13. “Fabolous Life” featuring Ryan Leslie (Ryan Leslie)
14. “Let’s Make Love” featuring Ne-Yo (Jermaine Dupri)
Saturday, July 11, 2009
D. WOODS Y'all....
D. Woods, formerly of Danity Kane fame is still in the studio working on new material for her Independence Day mixtape series, as well as her solo debut album. While still focusing on music, Woods has also been working on a couple TV and film projects.
D. Woods,is gearing up to release the second part of her mixtape sometime this summer. Expect to hear new music from her very soon!
For Me
-Gracefully
Friday, July 10, 2009
Spaceship
DEATH...
So "Jill" put the shower curtain out to be moved but she put it in the walk way and Lord behold (yet again) the darn rod hit her neice in the head and "Jill" response was... "Take this bag over there" as if nothing even happen. How cruel? And I am the one that doesn't care for kids... Guess "Jill" had a moment...
-THAT MOVE
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Faith Evans vs. Lil' Kim
Ish popped off from there with Faith reminding Kim about her simple jumpoff status with Biggie and Kim was determined to let her know it wasn’t all about that. Either way, doesn’t look like these two ladies will be friends anytime soon. Folks at the party say they thought things were about to get physical any second…
Communication
Realist vs. Meanist
A lot of people try and tell me that I am mean and way harsh at times (shout out to the movie classic Clueless), but I honestly believe that people misconstrue that as the realist I am. I pride myself on being honest and not lying as much as possible. To top it all off I suck at lying and I always give myself away when trying to lie. Sometimes I feel like people are not use to someone being so honest with them and that they are use to someone massaging their ego and thinking of their feelings over before saying something. If you ask for my opinion and honest input that is exactly what you are going to get.... like it or not. So how bout YOU think TWICE before asking me something.
-FLAWLESS
New Soul to Download
-Smash and Not My Fault
Rhiana
-Te Amo
Amerie
-Why Are You
Mary J ft. Drake
-The One
Jay- Z
D.O.A.
Pleasure P
-Under
LaToya Luckett
-She Ain't Got
Fabolous
-Throw It In The Bag
Clispe
-Kinda Like A Big Deal
Soulja Boy
-I'm All That
Maxwell
-Fistful of Tears
R. Kelly ft. Keri Hilson
-Number One Sex
The Game ft. Chris Brown, Polow The Don, Boyz II Men, and P.Diddy
-Better On The Other Side
New Boyz
-You A Jerk
Mary Mary
-God In Me
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Signing Out
Hola Bologgers
I'm so glad to bring you my very first blog site. I couldn't be any happier right now. I ask that you guys bare with me as I get the site and page as I dream it should be. If you have any questions or concerns you may ask away.
I first started blogging on my myspace, but that page as well as my facebook is very personal to me so I decided to bring something to the public and let them enjoy the "RANDOM" person I am that some "friends" can't appreciate... GOTTA LOVE IT!!!
Nonetheless....
I must pay respects to the King of Pop Michael Jackson for he is the creator of my theme song "Bad"
Shout Outs
To My Family
My Mother Yvette Horton My Brothers Ronald and David Johnson My Love is always near
To The Lovely Ladies of the Zeta Iota Chapter of Gamma Sigma Sigma, I love you all and to that Beautiful SPR2K9 line Wee-Oop!!!
Last Standing Descendants of Eris R.L., I love all 22 of you beautiful Diva's
To My BFF's
Samantha Sibert, Aaron Powell, and Valyncia McDaniel
"Ya'll Are The Fucking Best"
To The Goon Squad
Ran, Kasha, Jordan, and Keshia
"Y'all is what keeps me crazy"
To My Houston Diva
Courtney Sanders
And....
To my many friends and class-mates its been a blessing knowing you and having you in my life
Smooches
Who I Am
Peace and Blessings,
Black Barbie