Decisions

I have decided to keep it real with myself and work on ME for 2010. I just feel like how can I be in a relationship with someone if I can't bring anything to the table or I am the only one bringing something to the table.
There is so much that I want to do, but I have no idea on how I am going to get these things accomplished. One of my good friends brought some things to light for me today and now I am taking the time to let it all sink in.
When is comes to a mate I desire someone who is goal oriented like I am and motivated to do and get better. My mate should not want to deter me away from any dream and he should want and be able to rock with me. A relationship worth having is worth holding on to. I feel like these days I am just over looking, finding, or letting someone come to me because the ish becomes frustrating especially when I am the only one trying. It hurts, sucks, and a bit overwhelming. I just feel like whomever I am meant to be with will come to me, as intended.