Savvy

" The best way to see a person, is to not even look at them" -Jay-Z

***Brief***
The other day I was on global14.com looking at a video Fabolous and Jay-Z did together and that's were the quote comes from.

***Line and Hook***
It makes me wish I never saw or had to look at some people. At times I wonder what people M.O. 's are and what is their actual purpose in my life. I think that I get too attached to some ppl esp the "seasonal" ones. The second I think to care for them is the moment I see their true colors and sometimes that is not the best look at all these days.
***THE BOOK***
I have started to read Steve Harvey's book and I realized that a lot of what he is saying is so true. And some of that stuff I already knew, and was just in denial and questioning if it was true or not. I realized in a "certain" situation I was the fish sport and not the keeper. When I realized this I was ok with it, but it took a darn year and a half for me to realize this. However, I am still silly because they are a keeper in my book. I like how dudes know from day one what a girl/women will be to them whereas women always try to wing it out and give it a chance and i def have given a chence for too long. I am def starting to think like a man and always acting like a lady...lol

***IT'S BEEN REAL***

Anthony Slaughter=LAME!!!

So... After the text I received on today this blog post was necessary....
I need a dude that I can just fall into a relationship with. We can call this playing it safe,but I think this is the best thing for me and the only way I will be ok with dating someone and talking to them. Someone that is my friend first and then ends up being my dude, this way I already know what he is like and how he is as a person. I tried to see myself dating folks and talking to folks, but when it comes down to the actual meat and potatoes there is just no gravy there and then everything is dry... Ya Digg??? I just want to be able to be myself and comfortable and at this point I haven't met a sole who makes me feel this way. Maybe it's me, but I rather be alone then deal with what I had to in that text today. When it's all said and done I want someone who respects me and cares

***Plain and Simple***

***DAYS*** I'm Done

Adoring him is like losing him. I know that the two may seem to contradict themselves, but its how I feel. It's like the more I adore thee the more it seems to be slipping away. I'm at a point in my life were I am ready to be done with the past and enjoy my present and maybe prepare for my future. It's a lot of things that I am unsure about, but I guess I really can't sit around wondering about the things I can't change and have no control over. I honestly feel like I need to be on a vacation somewhere like Miami and just taking a break from it all. I'm done discussing the same subject and I'm done trying to define things. If it's meant for me to know then it will be unveil to me. Other than that I'm just gone float on clouds.

***THE END***